Should I Wait Until the Recession's Over to Start My Business?

On a good day, many of us will find it difficult to bring into reality our dream vocation, our right-livelihood or what some call our “true calling.”  But, the majority of us retreat into predictable routines—even preferring the stale office cubicles of our dreadful employer(s) to the unknown—as if these ruts were sacred rituals that could ward off even scarier changes in financially stressful times. It’s as if our inner critic, the energy within that’s determined to keep us small and safe, has access to CNN’s tickertape news. Our thoughts are overworking, 24/7, constantly alerting us to current tragedies and warning us of impending catastrophes. As fears rise, the only voices we seem able to hear—outside of us and in our minds—are reasons to play it safe: “Be warned, now’s a treacherous time to follow your heart” or “Only a fool would risk starting their own business in 2008!”

Whether the pundits are right about there being a recession or not, my work, according to Rudyard Kipling: “[is] to keep my head, especially when all about me are losing theirs.”

Here are some ways I keep, or better yet, “clear” my head:

MEDITATE DAILY: I realize not everyone is going to come aboard with me on this Choo-choo train. But this practice, (sometimes 10-to-25-minutes in the morning), helps me dump the detritus of my most futile thoughts. This practice is quite a vacation from thinking, really. And, when I’m in fear and worry, I really need a break from my catastrophic thoughts. My favorite techniques for meditation came from learning from my colleague in the mid-1980s, Jon Kabat Zinn. While I was working with the stressed-out families whose loved-ones just survived a heart attack, Zinn was teaching these “type-triple A” personalities how to relax and release their obsessive thinking. For “how to” specifics, see Dr. Zinn’s link: http://www.43folders.com/2008/03/17/falling-awake. I find that even bringing little gaps of “non-thinking” through mindful-breathing can give me a much deeper gift of rest and renewal than gulping down my third Latté or Red Bull.™ Prove me wrong by experimenting with just 2 minutes a day for 90 days. Seriously, I’d love to hear from you.

TRACK HISTORY OF SUCCESSFUL CHANGE: Pretend you’re a scrapbook-aficionado looking through the pages of your life from age 20 until now. How often did you say, “This too shall pass?” Did it? How frequently did the worst things that happened only get worse? Were there times that the unbearably awful seemed to remain permanently awful? Have you ever actually experienced anything or any emotion consistently? Even Christopher Reeve said things shifted drastically after he accepted the pain and pace of his recovery. Entrepreneur Molly Gordon has a slogan that helps me: “Shift happens!” If you take an inventory of such shifts in your life, you can see that economic shifts are as cyclical as mood swings and it’s best if these two can be disentangled through investigation (best if done with a wiser friend).

EMBRACE CHOICES: This one was the most difficult for me because to receive the gift of freedom I had to be open to seeing my role in its creation. Some people call this being radically self-responsible. But, how can you embrace choice in your life today? Whatever you’re tempted to complain about, add the word choice to the front of the sentence. For instance, “I have to go pick up the kids from soccer, take them to baseball practice and then get a root canal.” In place of the words “have to,” say “choose to,” or if you’re really ready to see shift happen drastically, say “get to.”  This may sound glib or even sarcastic; but the point is: Be willing to see that you might be the creator of your experience—something we can first start doing by shifting our language from the passive-martyr to the active-artist in our lives. You really do have a big role to play and are far more powerful than you think. Resist the urge to think you’re not choosing when you decide to resign yourself to your rut. Consider who benefits when you quit realizing your dreams.

DON’T LET THE PAST BECOME STONE: On a retreat I was on the other day the meditation teacher said: “Don’t reify your past experience as if it were your present and predictable future.” So often we want to know what’s ahead of us so we can brace ourselves or be the first one to say, “I’m on top of it!” But most of us are just like a dim fog-light on a bicycle at night; we can only see three yards in front of us. If we’re fixated on NOT getting caught off-guard and into another nasty accident like the last time we got hurt when we were 17, then we’ll never experience what comes up in the moment—hardly Lance Armstrong’s safety strategy. It’s almost impossible to focus on “what’s calling to us here and now” when we’re in a panic about a dastardly past or an even more-frightening future. We’ll be trying to use our imagination to get out of our present, as if our present were the least safe place to be just because it’s the least predictable. Try seeing what it would be like to just notice that you, in fact, have everything you need right now. As Zen Master Suzuki Roshi asked his students, “Is anything in this moment, right here, really lacking?”

Eckhart Tolle also says that all of our current world problems—over consuming, abusing drugs, alcohol and wounding each other or neglecting and scattering our true resources—are born of trying to escape the present—we flee from the “now that we hate.” I saw a bumper sticker that said, “nothing changes if nothing changes.” I’m hoping we can all make this shift from stone to the mysterious animation of that which is really in front of us.

REMAIN OPEN TO CHANGES IN YOURSELF: The other day, I heard Christiane Northrup, one of my favorite medical doctors, speak about midlife-change. At first I thought she would talk about menopause because it’s a primary focus for her expertise. She went on to surprise me thoroughly by saying, “…lots of times, when we ask the universe for clarity, we have to be willing to have our whole house swept clean!” She then said, “Many of us pray for our highest good and don’t even understand what such a request might require of us.”  We may need to be willing to go wherever we’re meant to go for life-altering transformation (i.e., toward a less “Me-and-Mine”-centered world). Not that “the Universe” is Nurse Ratched, waiting to teach us how to live without joy—but, you get the picture.

Dr. Northrup went onto say that “being willing to go where we’ll grow most often means moving out of our past identity, rigid role, and ego comfort zones.” Growth doesn’t have to be awful but it does require a willingness to work with whatever comes up and whatever our context demands of us. Ask yourself this question: Am I willing to be, (and do), something other than I used to be, (and do)? When I look back over the past 20 years, I see that most of the suffering seemed to be connected to being attached to the illusion of security that came from a title like: dutiful daughter, impressive professor, mothering-spouse, or luxurious homeowner. Such inflexibility of roles kept not just me but the whole family, and extended-family, very small.  

ARE YOUR DREAMS OF THE PIPE VARIETY? How do you know that your professional dreams are realistic or right sized? A dream for your life calling is realistic when it fits smoothly into the larger picture of your life. Does your heart’s calling further your vision for your life or would it be a great escape—some kind of Tahiti Syndrome? Is it compatible with the other goals and time commitments in your life? Is it flexible enough to allow for the unexpected? If the answer isn’t clear when you ask these questions, another good test whether or not this is a “pipe dream” is to notice how you feel when you state out loud your mission for your right work. Does your life feel expanded into a more attuned and fulfilling shape, or does it feel more complicated and cumbersome? Is there excitement bubbling up underneath any resistance, or does a heavy clamp seem to come down cold and tight constricting your heart? What goes on inside you when you see yourself living this fuller life you want to be living?

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I challenge you to invent rather than kvetch! Don’t wait for a better tomorrow to start working at what you love; the world needs the love you have for your “right-work.” Don’t let resistance to your creative calling win. “Remember,” says Steve Pressfield, author of The War of Art, “Hitler wanted to be an artist. Apparently it was easier to start World War II than stare at a blank canvas.”