Hey Stephen............I am an Oilologist from Canada. I see no one in Canada responded to what you wrote. Well, I want to be the first Canadian to let you know that your scary event in life and how you made changes, does effect people up here as well. Your postive attitude and your postive mind is what makes the difference everyday. Just ask me, they said I could never do it either. I now have developed the world's most powerful Lubricants. I practice this every day.....On my office wall...I have a saying I came up with....."Let your Mind take you there...Let your skills get you there". Success in 2009...All the Best ..."NitroMan"